I get the feeling lately that life is passing me by.
I feel like i'm in one of those dreams you know the ones where you're running as fast as you can but you're not moving and everyone else is zooming passed at a million miles an hour.
My life has become so monotonous, i wake up go to work, come home go to bed and do it all again the next day.
I have these kind of panic attacks every now and then and i need to talk to someone, once i hear a voice i get this immediate rush of relief to know that there is someone there.
It's getting worse.
It's kind of funny when i think about it, i've been living in BrisVegas for over 2 years and i have only ever had 2 phone calls that weren't from my family that i haven't instigated my self.
Actually that's not funny, that's really sad.