The Bitching and Moaning Of Me

Why is it that when i need to get up for work i have trouble getting out me bed.
yet on weekends I.m up at tgd crack me dawn???

Okay now my head is a little less alcohol soaked i've had a chance to think about what happened last night and i'm pretty pissed.
Sam is fun to go out with she'll dance all night and NOT leave you hanging.
Last night her entire attitude changed when suddenly she wasn't the centre of attention.
Ok so last night i was pretty much a blokes girl, i was getting on with the guys really well just talking shit and having fun.
Mark was an irish country boy that i made the mistake of telling Sam i thought was cute.
She then decided he was too old for me and i was dragged into the Lions Den, half hour later, i caught sight of him again and he came over to chat, Sammy then decided he was into her and she'd have a crack.
Fuck! after dropping 30 kilos i still can't hold a candle to Sam she's a gorgeous girl and could have had anyone in that bar last night, pisses me off to know she delibrately went after him like that, he wasn't interested it seemed and ended up joining Dale and my conversation about  Captain Planet (i know there was some deep conversation going on, like i said talking shit)
I spose when i go out i go to make friends and have fun, i felt really rude leaving them in mid conversation as i was being pulled somewhere else that caught Sam's fancy.
Bah! Susie got sick of the whole game & went home, i should have followed suit.

Tummy hurts.
Head pounding.
and my back is starting to twinge again =(

The bugger got married without me! =)
So Mum's mothers day present this year was a phone call from Bex saying so i got married last week.
ha ha typical Bex =)
Nah it's all good Mum is happy bout it, she did say it wouldn't bother here as long as they had something at home when they got back.
I think she was a little underwhelmed by her 'Wedding Day' by the way she spoke.
Hopefully they will be back in Oz by the end of next month although i wouldn't hold my breathe for anything over there.
Now the pressures on i'm the last daughter they have to marry off. Don't hold your breathe Mumma.
Unfortunately theses still no one on the horizon for me =(

I just finished reading "In a Far Country" by Linda Holeman.
It was one of those books that i couldn't put down and devoured the 5 hundred pages in one sitting.
I can't remember the last book that made me cry.........

Sammi flew in today, god love her she sent me a text as soon as she landed :)
I can't wait to see her, it's been over a year since we had a group of Nubians convinced she was Shakira.
Those boys weren't the sharpest tools in the shed though. Ahhh memories.

Sam, Shady and i hung out a lot in Cairo, it'll be weird without him there :(
I'll have to get my drinkin boots on, this gal can drink.

You know what makes me mad? I'll tell you ( if you want to hear it or not)
Selfish little girls that think that having a baby and using it as leverage over the father will solve their financial problems.
Arghhhh!! Some people don't deserve to be able to procreate!
My friend is the most gentle and caring person i have ever had the great fortune to meet, his geatest goal in life is to have a family.
Unfortunately he makes no secret of this fact and leaves himself wide open for coniving and manipulative people to walk all over him.
I can see it's killing him to know that his girl is out there and he will never be allowed to see her.
The only time he has ever caught a glimpse was after she was being born and only then because he was told by a friend of a friend of her existance.
This "thing" (i can't in good conscience call her a person) has disapeared and demanded he not come anywhere near them but in the same breathe has asked for him to send her $300 a week to look after his daughter.
Which he has no problem parting with because in his own words, if he didn't that would make him a bad father to know that he couldn't do everything possible to make her happy.
Okay so he was a bit gullible to think that after 1 night she was the one, but it's not his fault he beleives the best in people and gets the shit kicked out of him every bloody time, sometimes i'm disgusted in the female species!

It's so sad to think that he would be the best father any kid could ever ask for and this little girl will never know that, when there's so many bastard fathers out out there that don't give a damn.